Nicki Minaj Says She Contemplated Suicide Early In Her Career "I Felt Like Nothing Was Working"

 

Nicki Minaj has a lot to be thankful for. She has a successful rap career ahead of her, but getting to this point was hard for the Harajuku Barbie.


In a new interview with Cosmopolitan magazine, Nicki reveals the frustration of trying to get her foot in the door of the music business caused her to contemplate suicide.



I felt like nothing was working. I had moved out on my own, and here I was thinking I’d have to go home. It was one dead end after another," she said. “At one point, I was, like, ‘What would happen if I just didn’t wake up?’ That’s how I felt. Like maybe I should just take my life?”



Now that she's tasted success, Nicki has no plans to let it go. She told Cosmo about her big plans for the future.



I will have put out five albums and will have an Oscar and Grammys,” she says of her future plans. "And I will be getting married and, a couple of years after that will have a bun in the oven. … My whole life is about being Nicki Minaj now. It’s a never-ending saga,


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Comment by crownwalk150 on October 13, 2011 at 9:30am
Nikki Use to be a Shorty now she's a Monster and I mean Monster, Same s*** that happen to lil Kim. She don't want to admit it but she's following Kim's Foot steps. Lauren Hill couldn't do and didn't do it . Sell her soul
Nikki What are you now. I know A Demon..................and your followers are your Flock. I don't like it when you sing. I hear Demonic stuff in the Background .....
Comment by Devon James on October 12, 2011 at 1:27pm
And why are all the sisters trying to act like her?? What in the hell is up with the heavy make up around the eyes?? That sh*t is sh*t!
Comment by Devon James on October 12, 2011 at 1:22pm
Like home boy said.. WACK!!
Comment by Big Boogs on October 12, 2011 at 11:44am
this hooker is wack saying s*** like that to gain attention
Comment by Mookie on October 12, 2011 at 1:45am
Now that's wasup Nicki do your thang
Comment by Moz on October 11, 2011 at 8:44pm
This b**** want so hard to have a story lol...Its not even that deep. Coulda just went to go get a job like everybody else. wtf. She weak as hell and I knew that before reading this.
Comment by Juicy Mane on October 11, 2011 at 8:39pm
fvcking DIE BlTCH yo killing hip hop!
Comment by paul on October 11, 2011 at 6:58pm
Damn, I wish she did go through with it in the past. The world be better off without this b****.
Comment by Ms.Unaware Book "UnAware" Coming on October 11, 2011 at 5:37pm
Interesting read....good she over came that, that's never an option.....Nice to see she's doing it in that way for the females...shucks, I hate my faves not doing it like they use to lol.....there were only a few that could rock along side the boys hahaha
Comment by AVITY on October 11, 2011 at 2:49pm
@Mishika #real talk

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