Aberdeen village, Freetown Sierrra Leone, West Africa.
My name is “Theophilus Tony Kamara”. I was born in Aberdeen, Freetown, Sierra Leone West Africa..... I'm an inspiring writer that have an autobiography book that will hit book stores on MED JUNE or JULY. It entitle The stumble, struggle and rise of a 3world child & The full fledge inspiration" which is twp book in one..... Book 1 is consist of me living as a displace in a refugee camp, homeless, growing up in Sierra Leone rebel war zone, jail, drugs selling, murder case, a betrayal story with friends, family issue and my crazy love stories with my 6 girlfriends in my life ....... Book 2 is consist of dozens of thoughts. poems, short stories, and quotations-19 homes, 8 cities, 2 villages and 2 continents. 7 years educations due to war but the bible, my lovely late mother, the street and my personal life experience school me over the years to write a 535 pages book that is in a editing process by Xlibris publishing and by April or May it will be out in book stores for sell, So if you like reading reality tale about struggle, drama, comedy, romance, educational, drugs and violence, then this is the book for you. I pretty sure that you get my point. so please support me by picking up a copy of my autobiography book and tell your friends and family member about it.................To be frank with you all, Writing wasn't my intentionsion at all, it was just a natural talent that hit me by suprise and now i used as a sacrifice because I don't don't writer to better myself only but others because my dreams is to be successful to a point where i can help the poor and sick people back in Sierra Leone, Liberia, Haiti, Kenya and the rest of those 3world countries and also the ghetto in develope countries..... I started writing my life story in early 07 when s*** was hectic in my life and few months into that i went to Jail for a 1st degree murder case which i just recently beat on three different counts. 1st degree not guilty, 2nd not guilty and manslaughter not guilty so am very grateful and bless to have my freedom back and i will sure make good use of my freedom by continue the positive things i've started in 07 before i went to jail. I'm nor longer in jail so there shouldn't be any excuse of me not doing progressive things in my life but all that s*** can be an illusion if i don't have all my real souljah and queen supports. No matter where you from, what relegion you represent or your skin color is, the struggle is everywhere in the world and if you a real mathafucka then you will relate to my story, thoughts, poems, quots and parable because reality is what motivated me eventhough creativity is part of my work ethic. so if you real in whaterver s*** you do then know that you're my hero......Thank you very much, stay humble,strong,smart and bless.
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The stumble, struggle and rise of a 3world child & The full fledge inspiration.
Book 1 is consist of me Living in a refugee camp, homeless, growing up in a war zone, jail, drugs selling, murder case, a betrayal story with friends, family issue and my crazy love stories with my 6 girlfriends in my life . Book 2 is consist of dozens of thoughts. poems, short stories, and quotations -19 homes, 8 cities, 2 villages and 2 continents. 7 years educations due to war but the bible, my lovely late mother, the street and my personal life experience school me over the years to write a 535 pages book that is in a editing process by Xlibris publishing and by April or May it will be out in book stores for sell, so I really need your support by picking up a copy of my autobiography book and tell your friends and family member about it...... Thank you very much stay humble, strong, smart and bless.
Book 2 preview
"NO MAN IS A STRANGER TO HIMSELF"
For many years I knock at the success world disappointed each attempt but happy now that I have the right key to enter it, cautious at every one of my step because “A wise man analyze his path before he decided established his steps. “Curiosity can lead to knowledge because you can never understand who you really are until you dig deep down yourself and understand that the character that comes out of you when no one is around you is who you really are. Life to me is about understanding, so i'm patiently taking my time on each of my steps into the reality world because I realize life is not a joke but a smart decisions reality game to better thyself. I know changes is necessary in my life for improvement so am constantly on a physical and mentally journey to elevate myself with my time, meditation and productive action because my determination, my action and the way I use my time will predict my success in the future. That why it mandatory for me to distance myself from a fool and build a relationship with the wise one’s because my only intension is to build a strong and successful future for my family and I, and in order to accomplish those intension I know I have to sacrifice either my thoughts…time…and perseverance. “No man is a stranger to himself “so only I know what i'm capable of with my action. The world i'm entering is a tough world but I intended to build a successful house into but I have presely gathered my thought and laid my foundation bricks as my first steps, so my only worry later on is to finish what I already stated by adding few more bricks on top of my foundation before I close it by putting my roof on top of my house. Big dream but trap in a steal cage can bring a man dreams to a halt.. they say it hard to tell whether a man is happy or not but I know “smile rarely come in a unhappy man face” The road is rough so expect the unexpected and always keep your eyes open is my advice because some may think that’ they’re invisible until they stumble in life and realize that “No man is an island “and for those that are influenced by the street, be cautious because the street mentality can be your downfall. My action prove that at times I can't trust myself because I tend to do thing that I once promise myself that I won’t do. But what can I say because am just a regular human being and “life is the biggest teacher to us living creature”
How my queen rescue me
When I was deserted in the island of loneliness, Ms precious” aka my African queen come by surprise and rescue me from this misery land, and crown me as her king with unconditional love. As time flew by, things completely change between us, and selfishness end up getting the best out of me which led me into being a selfish lover that driven by immaturity. I took her kindness for weakness and rewarded this precious queen with unappreciated words that are chilly as the winter weather and crucial treatments. I know am guilty all my wrong doing, so my apology to my queen for being immature. As a mature man, I came to realize that your absent is like a lethal venom to my vain that posses great treat to my health, so understand that without your love, am just another lonely man curse to doom in the island of depression .My late mother once told me that, words are precious, and have deep meaning beyond it, if it is modest and if it puzzle the right way, so I want you to know that you still sit on the thrown in my heart as my one and only lady, because your one of kind beauty spark wonder as the heavily sky, because whenever you smile, glitter sparks in my eyes like the night stars that bring light upon the dark earth, that why I call you my angle, because you beyond beauty. And you love me when others dehorned me, you bring back my faith by believe in me when I couldn’t believe in myself, you keep me worm when am cold, you take away my nightmare and replace it with peace by bring me joy like a kid with candy(toy). Indeed, you show me the true meaning of unconditional love for loving me for the man that I am. That why if there is one place you deserve to be, is my arms, so I can nature you as the true royalty queen that you are and put your needs on the same on a level where no other woman can reached.
"Don't hurt the next man to better yourself, so I wish you the best if you want the best for yourself n others so treat others the same way you will want to get treated".............This saying don't apply to everybody even though I honestly feel like it apply to 93 percent of people in today world since the world is full of liars, selfish and evil people and the ones that are quick to defend themselves are the ones that are guilty of that saying because their conscience are eating them alive.
RAW MEAN TO REAL
when you raw and real people most fake people will hate you but don't change because those fake people don't want to accept you for being raw which is stupid because raw mean real, so F their opinion and continue doing you. When you change because of them then you selling your true identity to the phony. To be frank with you, I welcome Love, Hate and Gossip in my world because that how I know I’m somebody in people life.
MY GIRLFRIEND PT.3
“MY SWEET AFRICA”
Once opon a time, I fell in love with my sweet Africa,” I don’t love a b**** so believe me when I say I love you, it mean you’re my special lady in my life”. “I can do things without you but I’m more solid with you because I hear your voice every time we make love. I’m not worry about other guys because I know they are ferry tale lover to you, and am the real deal that why I doer you like no others because your beautiful smile glitter upon my eyes like the sun. My mama once told me love can drive people crazy at time hell yeah; she was right because am going crazy in love with your a**. Your love fulfill every one of my needs because you’re my strength when am weak…you’re my voice when am speechless…you bring out my creativity when my mind is lost so indeed you the light that brighten my path when am stock in that dark world. I’m totally lost in your incredible rollercoaster love. I’m not Ms Cleo but I see me growing old with you till my flesh merry the soil and separate us. I know thou love I that why I love thou, and if I love thou today I’m going to love thou tomorrow. I’m a real man and a real man doesn’t hide his emotion. So believe me when I say am a fiend for your incredible loving that keep me happy and erase the stress off my mind and leave me in a paranoid state but I still love you and my commitment to thou is what keep us together. I know we lived in a temptation world but eliminate them ferry tale lover whom once mistreated you and exalt me in you heart because in my heart only you exist that why when am in my perilous time, I make sweet love to you and you bring joy into my life but some hater and few abuser don’t won’t to see us together so our love making is a secret thing , because you understand me so well that you help me mentally by making me feel special in my mind by revealing real s*** to me. You love effect is very relaxing and smooth sensational feeling. I never believe in tricking until I met you that why I bought cloth for your expensive green body before we make love. Those lames wine because they can’t afford you that why you with you king even though my family think you not the right lady for me. I love them but am a empty on the inside and only your incredible love can satisfied me, so as from this day on I promise not to pimp you amazing body but instead make you my African queen for ever.
Hint- you won’t understand our relationship unless you’re a real marijuana fiend like me
"NO RED LIGHT"
I live my life as a living creature and accept the challenge life has to throw at me, I know I got to be strong with my thoughts and actions so I keep my head up as I went on my life battle with a strong intension of winning every war but if I lose a battle then it only make me stronger because I can correct my mistakes from the battle that I lost and then heel my wounds and prepare for my next battle since life is about practicing to be better yourself and others because to my understanding I’ll never win from holding back but benefit by learning from yesterday and press hard on Today so Tomorrow can be a good day for me and my love ones.. so I can finally smile and put my enemies to shame........ remember "you never know the result to a bout until it happened, so as life"....... my saying are life in it realest break down so you can say I’m real with my words since my actions once apply to it.
“A SPECIAL GIFT FROM HEAVEN”
My late mother once told me that words are ordinary letters, but it can mean something special if it is puzzle the right way, so incline your ears to these words and hear the smooth wave of my supplication of love. If my queen heart is bitter, let her pour these sweet words into her soul as a fine wine that will sweeten her mind. Love was once a mystery in my eyes but today I’m glade to say that I found love with ms precious. It was destine for us to be together because she uplift every time I look into her lonely eyes, kiss her sweet lips, make love to her or see her by my side. She the picture of perfection and my satisfaction, but if my body crave for her love, will she attain to my needs? If am dying of thirst, would she give me sweet kiss with her sweet lips to fulfill my thirst? In my distress and anguish time, would she be my refuge? Would she heal the wounds in my hearth and be the medication to my pain? If I cry, would she be the handkerchief and wipe away my tears? And is yes, then she is a gift from heaven because she reuse me when I was drowning in the river of love, so her incredible love is what enlighten my soul, that why I call her my lady liberty because when I was in the midst of darkness, she gave me light and direct my steps with her love into a high mountain where true love exist. That why what mine is hers and what hers is mine. She made me believe in love so in her love I firmly stand. A special gift from God, she crowns me with loyalty & love, and exalts me in her world as her king. A fair exchange love, she device her precious love to win my heart so she will retain me as her price possession. Even though memories of my foolish deeds of how I mistreated her by me being selfish and demanding still hunt my conscience to the extreme that am trap in a emotional rollercoaster that cause river of water to drip down my eyes as am writing this, but am a change man and time will tell if she be patient and have faith in me and let us continue this love ride. Yes I may be an old dusty ride in her life but her amazing love, strong faith and resilience in us is what motivates me to upgrade my ride with a new engine. That why am happy that she redeem me from those foolish woman who once suppressed my life over the years. I love my queen so I use rejection to other women who are truing to submit their application. They pray for our downfall but shame on them because our love has evolve from a caterpillar love into a butterfly love. An evolution of our love.
Build a firm foundation by eliminate the fear of your heart and pursuit your dreams with faith, hard work, opposite intension and the result will be the opposite of negative because your root is well established through hard work, positive intension and more importantly faith.
THE STORBORN LION
Once upon a time in the wilderness of Africa. There were two health lion couple name cigar the male lion and Lisa the pregnant looniest… One Friday evening the two couple decided to relocate to different arbiter for safety reason in order for Lisa to give birth. On that particular day Both Cigar and Lisa encounter a huge obstacle on their long journey because Tommy the lion nightmare who job is to capture lions and put them in to captivity, was out on a hunting mission. Tommy chases cigar down and up capture cigar by shooting him with a tranquilize gun and put him into captivities like the rest of lions he had already capture …unfortunately Lisa manage to escape from Tommy the lion nightmare… two hours later she give birth to two male lion cubs, that she end up naming Bud and Gin…. Lisa went on to raise the two boys successful with a single distraction from the other predator in the jungle… She though them how to hunt and survived by themselves but the most important lesson she taught them is to listen and learn but neither of them know the true message behind their mother lesson. They both live in the jungle for years with Lisa, but both Bud and Gin was unhappy because the don’t have a father figure in their life….One night their mother Lisa got badly sick, so she decided to tell the boys about their father disappearance… Her telling them the true story only leaves the boys crushed because they cry for hours but that crying came to a sudden seize when both “Bud” and “Gin” soon came up with a plan to rescue their father who was still in captivates… They went and tell their mother their good scheme that they have intended for their lost father rescue… Lisa was happy about the news because she wants the boys to know their father. Lisa give both Bud and Bin her last advice before the two inexperience soul jar set out on a two hour mission, the advice was for them to “never drink from the lake close to “Tommy” house” in order word the zoo house. Both of them reply by saying ok mama we heard you before they left Lisa on her sick bed for the rescue operation… It was a long journey that took them two hour fifteen minutes! They arrived at Tommy penitentiary for lions, where they quickly notice their father by the smell who was in a very bad condition with the other lions, The two brother release all the prisoner lions from captivity...The three quickly get out the “Tommy” hell door for the main destination which was home, three minutes on their way home, inquisitive play it role, “Gin” the curious lion return and drink from the lake with out knowing that Tommy the lion nightmare had poisoned the lake, and eleven minutes later Gin reach his final breath.
Basically what I’m trying to say is those who listen, take note will forever be a genius and will live to see their future.
I got a confession to make this is one of my favorite s*** I ever wrote because I was under that green stuff when the thought came to my head and it took me 6 minute to write it. I hope you love it.
" MY REALITY QUESTION FOR YOU"
IF you surround yourself by haters, lazy people, liars and unsupportive people then you don't love yourself because in reality what good does those people do for you?
THAT JUST A GLEMS OF BOOK 2
This is one of the best book people will see in years because if you real then you will able to relate it. no matter where you from, your skine color or your age, it so many stuff in this book that you will relate to, and there are somethings that you' have expirence and and there are some that you never expirence in life that make the book interesting. This is my curse to the phony and a fine gift to the real ones.
WHY I DISRESPECT PEOPLE
I want to get this clear with you guys, I know some of you guys think dissing other
How ya n***** want a war but don’t understand the strategies of war. My advice for you clown is to first get your money then build an army then set a war planned before enter the battle field.
Middle finger to all you fake a** so call friends that abandon me while I was lock up. I heard n***** was talking about that n**** Tony was going to rot in jail. Well n***** never go against a bless man m*********, I mean the bible say "a righteous man fall seven times and stand tall" Well maybe now ya coward will know am on the winning side. For the record, I don’t hold no grudge against ya p**** n***** because I ain’t mad at ya, I just ain’t f****** with you n*****. It crazy how I once feed ya n***** but ya n***** have the audacity to say s*** behind my back when I was lock up, That a b**** move. I mean ya n***** talking about keep it street but ya n***** coming on court fabricating some b******* stories just so I can go down. Get it right, I ain’t going nowhere until the Man up high call me. I was absent from the street since 06 while your clown a** n***** was leaving a mess and ruing my reputation but now am back for the thrown p**** n*****. I really don’t get this how ya n***** going to run your filthy mouth or beef with a n**** that know where ya live at? That a idiot move homie. Ya lucky am on some money s*** right now or else s*** will get ugly because I ain’t scare to go to jail or die. I mean ya coward was woofing while I was lock up but why all that s*** stop when I got out? N***** know I don’t play that funny s***. I ain’t one of the n***** that going to let his adversary have a victory over him, I rather beef till I burn homie . It funny how the mouse went inside their hole when the hungry fox step out. There is no acceptance for fake n***** in world so I will be damn if I let this clown a** n***** who label me foe work out with a victory over me. A souljah since in step out my mama womb and always will be a souljah till I leave this earth. I was ahead of you n***** before I went to jail and I will continue to stay ahead of you n*****. I take a short vacation but am out so now it time for me to show you clown who I am.
FEW THINGS I DON’T TOLORATE
I hate a disloyal person; I don’t like liar; I don’t like a hater; I hate a coward; I hate a snitch; I hate a fool;I hate a selfish person; I hate people who can’t be themselves around others; I hate a negative person; I hate people who think he or she is too good for the next man; I hate people that let money change their true identity
G-D-A team symbolizing Getting Dreams Accomplish. G-D-A is a positive team that firmly stand in loyalty…respect….love. we one street family that full of different type of people from different background across the globe that help each other accomplish each other dreams through one supports. Haters and lazy and selfish people are uninvited into G-D-A because loyalty …respect and love is what exalt G-D-A.
So If you’re a real hustle that need a solid team behind you to expand your hustle or business then come Join G-D-A team
So if you're interesting in my autobiography book then email me at email@example.com or adgusta0320.yahoo.com
The book will be published by Xlibris publishing in 2009
Favorite 50 Cent song
I can not say say my favorite song from 50 cent because i love all the song the song of "Get rich or die trying" album, and the " The valentine day massarcar" G. unit "Beg for mercy" but as for curtis i can not commented on that CD because i was in jail when it come out so i didn't listen to the entire album yet. but my favorite song of 07 was i get money. but if you ask me for my top 5 i will have to say your classic track "How to Rob" it crazy how you predict your intention because you talking about robing everybody in the industry and that what you dong right now in hip hop nation."Many man" because i felt you pain on it. "Wankstar" because it real and bring a whole new slang to the world. position of power on the massarcar CD and "General i salute you" I'm not sure if that the name but it on the Beg for mercy G.unit CD that future bank and buck. And also "Hate it or love it" song. Am sorry i can not forget about "In the club"
Hip Hop, Rap, R&B, Dancehall, culture and all African music that includ Gbangbangskae
Favorite TV Shows
It use to be flavor of love. But i dont watch TV like I use to unless it the discover and History and sometime BET or MTV.
Favorite Books and Authors
The BIBLE which is the only book that keep me at peace and also my personal Autobiography that entitle "THE STUMBLE, STRUGGLE AND RISE OF A 3RD WORLD CHILD" which is the story and BOOK 2 "THE FULL FLEDGE INSPIRATION" which is consiste of dosen of poems, thoughts, parables and quots about the struggle, love, life, society, family, friends, enemies,
"On average 3 week chart life? No haha on average less than one week chart life.
5 singles have spent a total of 4 weeks on the chart combined (3 weeks for my life, 1 week for new day, 0 weeks for the other 3 singles)"