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why does pain hurt so bad?
one broken heart
and we feel like thats a wrap
we depend on being happy
and life is over when we're sad
then all you can see
is how the world has gon bad
insecurity
lust
and fading strength
all tourmentors of the mind
when the mind is willing
to be tourmented
we just give up
and give in
like shadered glass
our lives break into bits
leaving our souls
nothing but dark and thursty pits
swallowing up our lives
starved by all the pain and lies
and we never even put up a fight
if we did we'd win for sure
with so much evil
now days now nights
there is just nothing worth
fighting for!
Taylar Marie Hopkins
Copyright ©2007 Taylar Marie Hopkins
!QUESTIONS WITHOUT ANSWERS!
you took my mind
you took my soul
you took my sanity for gold
im screeming for the childhood
the innocence you stole
you stole it all
all i had you broke and tore
you left me with this whole
this dark and empty whole
nothing can fill it
the pain so broad
so deep
everything you did to me
made lifes climb so steep
you killed me with your lust
and changed me forever
i go into hidding
and i try so hard to forget
but the anger starves me out
like a malnurished thursty pit
i cant quit
the pain is so real
how can you expect me
to just give up and not to feel?
all the anger and questions fill my mind!
soon i hope;
answer will follow behind!
Taylar Marie Hopkins
Copyright ©2007 Taylar Marie Hopkins
ABUNDANT PAIN
Lightning crash and the thunder rolls
upon the thought of a night that never
should have been, a night where a little girls
crys, were but a whisper in the wind
A night of screeming and pain, a night of shame
betrayed by the one she trust, she'd admit
with a head hungtears fall, and emotions take charge
like an electric surge her hands clung to life
for all that it is worth, broken hearted and
sore, torn and more, she fights back, and finally
she can stand up, and point out his face,
as i stand up and say...
it was me who indure this aboundant pain!
waiting for the day that her redemer will say,
"my child your heart is safe, and your suffering
is through...no more, will you be troubled
by the pain of past days! so with worn strength,
she fights through day by day, waiting for the
chance that she can lay down her sword, a message
of hope for all you sinners, yet to be reborn
Taylar Marie Hopkins
Copyright ©2007 Taylar Marie Hopkins
FIGHT TILL I DIE
Broken inside tears fall from my eyes
you hear me screem you watch me die
my body gives in but my heart keeps on fighting
kicking and biting
even when i cry ima keep on surviving
turning pain into hope
it just meens im alive
and as much as it hurts i gotta stay alive
fighting back the tears
i have cried for all these years
shouting to you finally
i dont have to give in i dont have to submit
go ahead do it again i wont forget only loosers quit
you can try to take away my pride
but i refuse to let u win
ill never give in!
if it takes every moment im alive
i swear to you,
ill fight 'till i die!
Taylar Marie Hopkins
Copyright ©2007 Taylar Marie Hopkins
SUBMISSION
Born to survive
i cant help but fight
i kicked and i tryed
but somewhere inside
i knew no matter
how hard i tryed
i would never get away
and you would have
your twisted way
and with that thought
my body went weak
i couldnt move
i could barely breath
then, when i looked into your eyes
i could see it wasnt worth the fight
the pain
in every way it hurt so bad
and for the first time in my life
i wanted to die
the moment wasnt worth being alive!
Taylar Maire Hopkins
Copyright ©2007 Taylar Marie Hopkins
HIDDEN DEEP INSIDE
Alone and afraid scratching at the cage
not asking for much just longing to be saved
let the steel bars bend and let me be seen
let me spread my wings set the jailbird free
You knew what you were doing You knew it wasnt me
you heard my painfilled screems
you watched my eyes bleed
Now because of you
its all that i can do
not to break with every effort it takes
to keep breathing
to keep my heart beating
and allthough i'm still alive
i was still your living kill
back that night you shattered my life
back that night you broke my will!
Taylar Marie Hopkins
Copyright ©2007 Taylar Marie Hopkins
