Everything i'm not..makes me everything I am

Hometown

Salt Lake City, UT

About Me

this is hard. but i managed to draft something that will describe myself in ways more than one. you know it's really a cliche when people say that they know themselves more than anyone else in whole wide world. truth is, we don't. try describing yourself in complete sensible sentences in just about 30 minutes (or make that 15. 30 is just too long) and then try describing someone else with the same span of time. (say, your loved one) which is easier? or maybe, describing ourselves is not really hard after all... we just want to use the perfect-est words, the deepest most looked-up dictionary terms that would best fit our descriptions. well, whatever. after about 45 minutes, this is what i came up with... (not really descriptions but something to that effect)

i believe that people don't change... overnight. the truth is, i strive to change others in the hope that i will be inspired to actually change myself for the better.

i am a traveler who has never gone places. I travel through my dreams and my daydreaming... i've seen the world in all its beauty and splendor, then i am happy. when i reach a new destination and when i meet new individuals, i learn a lot of things. more often than not, i learn things the hard way...

i am a total package of what people can label: ironic. i am passionate about a lot of things but it takes me a while to get going. i am a lazy go-getter. believe me.

i am a love romanticist. i love the IDEA of love and the FEELING of loving. i embrace everything that this great feeling has to offer including pain. i embrace pain, mine or others. love is never complete without it after all. i THINK i grow stronger each and every time i am weakened...

i am a frustrated song writer and artist. my life is like a series of stage plays and tv commercials: bitter and sweet...

but lately i realized that it's not about the drama, the tingles and magic (but these are important too), at the end of the day, it is the senseless conversations, quick glances, tranquil moments, and knowing that deep down in your heart you are happy...

i have a short attention span that's why i like talking to people who make my jaw drop with whatever they utter (sometimes good looks AND beautiful smiles could do the trick)

i am hopeful. i look at things hoping that tomorrow they will be ok, if not better.
i counted and came up with the exact figures: i have a gazillion acquaintances, thousands of friends, hundreds of so-so's and a handful of trusted loved ones.

when i dream (which is most of the time), i dream big. i believe that we have the capacity to achieve whatever it is that we imagine.
i may seem uptight, but i melt each and every time i fall in love.

i am a child in disguise. i play, i run, i tumble and i fly. i chase butterflies and i fly kites...
i am not so much of a fighter. I'd rather be a lover.

i am simple and complicated and i believe there is no better way to say this.
i am fragile and sensitive. my thorns can prick you, but i assure you i can cure the pain...

i believe. i worry. i assume. i think. i laugh. i cry. i feel. i love. i am human.
my life is a long epic... i cannot simply summarize who i am. after reading this, you may think you know a lot about me, but i'm telling you, you don't =)

Zip Code

84047

Gender

Male

Relationship Status:

Single

Orientation

Straight

Ethnicity

Black/African

Physical Type

Slim

Height

5'9"-5'11"

What do you do?

Rap, Student

Favorite 50 Cent song

many men

Favorite Music:

tupac, biggie, jay-z, nas, wu tang clan, immortal technique, lil wayne, game, whiz kalifa, tru life, joell ortiz

Favorite Books and Authors

The Firm, john Grisham