hey bbe wts ur msn?
x

ay bay bay....how u doin girl...i'm jst poppin in to show some UK love...enjoy ur self girl

where u from hun? x

hay! x

nah not really u kno girl, but i cant wait to go out tonite!!
how come u aint in work?
them other 2 in the pic twins or sumthin?

i'm coolin out
hey i requested u 2 b my friend

yh not far aye lol!
so which 1 is you in the pic?

hey hannah, how u doin?

SORRY TO HEAR OF THE LOSS I KNOW WHATIS LIKE TO LOSE SOMEONE TO CANCER IVE WATCHED MY AUNT LOST HER LIFE TO CANCER YOUD FIGURE WITH MOVE MAKERS AND ACTOR AND RAPPERS AND ALL KIND OF PEOPLE RAKING IN ALL THIS MONEY FOR CHAIRITIES THEY COULD AT LEAST FIND A CURE FOR ALL THESE DIFFERENT TYPES OF CANCERS BY MY WORST FEAR ITS GONNA BE LONG SO EMBRACE YOURSELF IS LOSING MY LIFE TO INCARCERATION DUE TO UNJUST ILLEGALITY IN POLICE REPORTS.
2. DYING OF A DISEASE OR TERMINAL ILLNESS OR ONE OF THE MANY MEDICAL MISHAPS THAT HAPPEN BECAUSE NURSES ARE UNDER EDUCATED AND DOCTORS ARE OVERWORKED OR THE STAFF IS TIRED OF THERE JOB OR LIFE AND DONT REALLY CARE FOR PATIENTS WHICH IS WHY SOME PEOPLE DYE IN HOSPITALS BEING MISDIAGNOSED OR NOT BEING TREATED RIGHT OR HAVING THERE CHARTS SWITCHED WHATEVER THE CASE MAYBE.

3. GETTING SHOT BY GUN VIOLENCE BY SOMEONE WHO LOOKS LIKE ME BUT HATES ME.

4. DYING IN MY SLEEP.

5. DYING IN A CAR CRASH.

6. DYING IN A SKI DIVE ACIDENT.

7. GROW OLD AN DIE AND NEVER FIND TRUE LOVE.

8. BECOME AN IDENTITY THEFT VICTIM AND SOME CRIMINAL KILL A BUNCH OF PEOPLE IN MY NAME AND THEN WHEN I GET PULLED OVER BY COPS I GET CONVICTED OF MURDERS I NEVER COMMITED AND SENTENCED TO DEATH ROW LIKE MUMIA ABUL JAMAL AND MANY POLITICAL PRISONERS.

9. DYING OF A DRUG OR PRESCRIBED MEDICINE WHICH COULD OF SAVED MY LIFE.

10. DYING BY BLACK ON BLACK CRIME OR ANY CRIME PERIOD BECAUSE IF YOU STUDY YOUR HISTORY ALL MAN AND WOMAN COME FROM AFRICA SO IN A SENSE WE ARE ALL FAMILY.

11. BEING LABELED A SNITCH(WHEN THAT WORD IS IN ACCORDANCE WITH PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY ARE LAW ENFORCEMENT) WHEN IM NOT LAW AND PEOPLE I USED TO SELL DRUGS WITH CALL ME A SNITCH FAKER HATER LIAR JUST BECAUSE I CHOOSE NOT TO GO BACK INTO A LIFESTYLE WHICH WILL LEAD TO INCARCERATION AND A BAD IMAGE FOR THE CHILDREN I LOOK AFTER IN MY NON PROFIT ORGANIZATION AND BEING SENT TO PRISON AND GANG RAPED AND CATCHING AIDS LIKE MANY BLACK,LATIN,ASAIN,CAUCASION ETC... WHAT HAVE U.


12. I AM AFRAID OF NEVER BEING LOVED FOR WHO I AM BECAUSE A LIFE WITHOUT LOVE DOES KILL AND THE OLD SAYING THERE IS SOMEBODY FOR EVERYBODY IS NOT TRUE IF THATS SO HOW COME THERE IS HOMELESS PEOPLE WHO DONT HAVE NOBODY TO GO HOME TO OR SHARE THERE LIFE WITH OR MEN INCARCERATED OR INVESTIGATED FOR CRIMES THEY DID NOT COMMIT.


THOSE ARE MY BIGGEST FEARS. I HOPE


YALL CAN RELATE OR LEARN FROM ME.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST DYING OVER MATERIAL THINGS $,CARS,WOMAN, JUST DYING OVER THINGS BECAUSE A PERSON OR GANG IS JEALOUS AND WANT TO TAKE MY LIFE OVER THOSE SMALL SILLY THINGS NONE OF US CAN TAKE WITH US

ONE BLOOD

ONE LOVE

PEACE,

P TRILLA


MY WORSEST FEARS.