Standing on breakages, between heaven and earth. Where that on the middle I feel alarm heart... My hands shiver, heart fights faster, than I can catch the pulse. Any more I do not feel fear... The wind blows in the person, and where a pain, where my loneliness?! Not that all has disappeared, has evaporated, as steam.... As all past me forgotten... BUT where I... I cease to feel myself... In eyes all darkens, and my voice instantly vanishes... But that... Not that I die... Yes isn't present, it is impossible, after all I remember, how fell asleep at late night, in the bedroom, didn't accept anything... I have simply gone to bed... And why I stand now on breakage. Also I understand that I am afraid... And to die I don't aspire. I am young, clever. Also I know that it is harmful it is small. But such I one!
For what I here stand? Answer me, I ask. Though one live body is will invited by you to me. Also judge. Why I. Why anybody or another... After all I understand that I didn't make sins. Yes it was possible!. But excuse. After all everyone is mistaken in the life, you forgive... Also release me, there whence took... I understand. That I shouldn't specify to you. To the Higher forces. The actions... BUT I am obliged to insert the word... SIMILAR I become crazy. After all with myself I speak. And can to me the dream dreams and I will wake up?!... Yes, I will pinch now myself... Also I close eyes pending me of a miracle that I will wake up... Yes that. Why I do not wake up. To open eyes I am afraid...
What happens? I up to the end can't understand
Who has led me here to breakage?
And if it not a dream? Then why to me it is completely not sick?
Why when I shout, me is completely not audible?
And round me all so is strange, so is silent and sad
Cloudy, though in the sky a cloudlet
Like not night, and the sun it is not visible anywhere
On the brink I stand, I know that I here shouldn't be
But a step I can not make back, something keeps me strongly
The disturbing feeling, something should happen now
I to leave from here I want, heart starts to fight faster
From breakage I look downwards, but I see nothing
There full emptiness, a chasm, and she all becomes closer
The head has begun to spin, I was very tired
Probably I was already measured, I simply close eyes
I will relax, listening to wind whisper
I am am pushed with something in a back so it is gentle and easy
What could it be? After all nearby anybody!
I seem I do not feel feet, as if in air I soar
But I don't have wings, I mean simply I fall
Began to feel the breath, it became somehow heavy
I open eyes, and before me a white ceiling
I in the bed! Cold sweat has acted
I will not understand that with me was, all as in reality
But all has already ended, it was only the dream!