No sleep trying to figure this life s*** out, focused on how I cop up a mill in this drought. Going back forward though my mind filled with doubt. You either all in or you all out. I'm trying get to the mountain top, but my a** keep falling and I'm stalling cause that s*** looks daunting. I'm afraid of failure and landing flat on my a** I feel I only got me, so who could I ask. Who do I have to show me, but these f****** tv models all these hoes do is swallow who the f*** I'm suppose to follow.… Continue

I'm not sleeping, but I keeping dreaming. Falling short this season, Lord please forgive me for the life i'm leading. My heart keep bleeding in the dark, I'm creeping cause I like it better when no one can see my feelings. My mind keeps stealing these moments of consciousness. So I'm day dreaming reality is on arrest.All this unrest is unreal. No pleads, and no appeals. Whatever this sentence is, just know that words kill, and whatever the remedy just know that words heal. It's the stone cold… Continue

Lately, these days are like lonely getaways from the monotony of life, but in my head these thoughts take breath and slowly come alive. I thrive on just the meagerest of substances, try to acquire more, but this world lacks the sustenance. And, I am unbecoming in the presence of this nothing. I unravel while I battle through this ravel and I revel in the hell that I sometimes cause while I'm looking for all the parts I've lost. Am I the cause or the effect, and do the affected reject this… Continue