My head aches, my body hurts, and my eyes constantly swell like a well that has been dug up,i'm fed up,its hard to keep my head up. It hangs heavy with trials and tribulations, I need a revelation, I'm losing all of my patience and my heart.... my heart is filled with hate and death has become my contemplation.



Oh no! Dont take these words for the black and white, as i write them down. read in between the lines and you shall find that death holds my crown. you see i was a goddess not long ago, with rubies, diamonds, sapphire and pearls. long black curl, pretty brown eyes and skin so flawless....so soft... so.....

I danced with wolves and played in the lions den. I bathed in Niagra's Falls and dried off in the winds. The rays from the son brought moisture to my skin. I glowed..... I glowed with the radience of my God, my King.I was his goddess, i was his queen, i was... i was... i was... free

I walked on streets of gold and slept on silk and satin linens lined in purple....Sleep, thats where i went wrong, cuz when i woke up,everything was gone. Bright lights shined in my face and unknown hands were all in my space. in my mouth was a bitter taste and though my eyes were open , i could not see.Even though words were spoken i could not hear. for the very first time, i experienced fear.

i was cast down like genetics are passed down, this death canal,you say birth canal. I went from being a goddess, to a mortal child,by a mortal child giving birth, transported from the heavens to hell, renamed earth. Where thing that to me once had no value, was a humans worth.

In order to experience love, you must experience hate, in order to be a master, you must become a slave. my mothers belly became my grave. cuz in order to know life, i had to experience death. August 30, 1976, i took my last breath.

9 months i brewed the 8th month marked my doom. the time was coming soon ,on the 30th day i would be consumed, cuz it was the year of the dragon. Trying to overtake this drug called the flesh but i keep relapsing..... eventually i'll get it right.