Complex: Who aren’t you rocking with?
Lil B: Rappers that never struggled. One of the people that, and I can’t really speak on him until I meet him, and I can’t wait to meet him and embrace the f*** out of him and learn his struggle, is Drake. I wanna see where Drake came from, his background. He’s talented and he’s amazing. And I want Drake’s hype. I want m************ to hype me like how Drake is, and let me take over the motherfuckin’ world. You feel me? Let me show you all the music I got. I got music for the next 30 years. I know the hottest artists for the next 30 years. Put that light on me that’s on Drake right now.
Complex: So do you think he’s undeserving of that shine?
Lil B: No, I definitely don’t feel like he’s undeserving of it. Either Drake already came in the game rich or he didn’t. You feel me? I don’t know if Drake was ever struggling. He was on TV. But you can’t believe what you see. M************ speak on me, and they really don’t know my struggles. They can say, “Oh, he’s gay, he’s a f*****, he worships the devil.” Everybody has a lot of assumptions about me but they really don’t know my struggles. They really don’t know why I’m here doing this. They don’t know I love the Earth. I love people. So me talking on Drake is ignorance, really. But still, it’s a perception. I don’t know if he struggled and that’s for me to find out when I meet him. We’ll talk. I’ll find out. Real hip-hop to me is n***** that came from nothing. I’m saying that he’s not real hip-hop.
Complex: If you suspect someone didn’t have many struggles, that automatically lowers your opinion of them?
Lil B: Everything I’m saying about Drake, that’s just envy and jealousy. He’s eating and I’m not. That’s all it is. It’s nothing. It’s love at the end of the day.
Complex: What’s your definition of “based,” because you say that with everything. What does that mean?
Lil B: Based means being yourself. Not being scared of what people think about you. Not being afraid to do what you wanna do. Being positive. When I was younger, based was a negative term that meant like dopehead, or basehead. People used to make fun of me. They was like, “You’re based.” They’d use it as a negative. And what I did was turn that negative into a positive. I started embracing it like, “Yeah, I’m based.” I made it mine. I embedded it in my head. Based is positive.
Complex: It’s also like a stream-of-consciousness thing when you’re rapping, right?
Lil B: Exactly. In Based Freestyles, we don’t think. You just let your unconscious mind speak. You let the truth speak. I’m not pre-thinking what I’m gonna speak. I’m going to speak from what my mind says, and that’s the truth. That’s the truth right there.
Complex: Is your unconscious mindset fascinated by homosexuality? You talk about lesbians a lot. You call girls faggots. You call yourself a pretty b****. Is there interest in that lifestyle?
Lil B: It’s a touchy subject. I respect the hell out of gays and the gay community. I’m not a gay man. I don’t agree with sex with another man or f****** another man or giving blow jobs to another guy. That’s not my thing. I’d rather f*** a girl, f*** her in her a**, f*** her in the mouth or something. Sorry for cussing.
Complex: It’s fine.
Lil B: It’s a very touchy subject. People get scared when they hear the gay word, but when you truly know yourself, you gonna be good. Say for instance you’re watching a porno, right. And, you’re j****** off and s***, and some gay s*** pops up. And you’re like, “Oh, s***!” Either you’re gonna look at that s***, or you’re not gonna look at it and you’re not gonna give a f*** about it. Like, some gay s*** can pop up on me, and I don’t give a f*** about it. I’m like, “Oh, that’s that gay s***. Get that s*** off. Back to the b******.” But some muthafuckers are in denial. Some dudes are really in denial. They’re like, “What’s that? Ohhhh!” And they hate themselves for that. They’re like, “What’s wrong with me?” You feel me? And these are m************ that’s around us. That’s not saying s***. So, it’s like, I’m a f***** because I’m so not a f*****. I can say I’m a f*****. I can say I’m the gayest b**** on Earth. And I’m so not gay, it’s obvious. I know from my deepest core that I’m very far from gay. So I can say I’m the b**** queen that f**** cows. I’m not.
Complex: I think you know what you’re doing, too. You’re wearing a pink v-neck in “Pretty B****.” You have a freestyle called “I’m A F*****.”
Lil B: Yup. That’s me.
Complex: So you can’t get that mad when people question your sexuality.
Lil B: Right, right. I’m gonna do me because that’s the type of dude I am. I need that attention on me. That’s because the attention deserves to be on me. I’m gonna go m************ hard. I’m breaking down these barriers of society. Society says you’re supposed to do this, and you’re supposed to do it this way, you know you’re supposed to look like this. We’re a new generation of people. We need to be happy. We need to love each other. We need to accept each other for who we are and stop judging each other. Live life and love. Stop judging just to keep yourself secure. Look deeper. There’s always something deeper than what it is.
Complex: With songs like “Look Like Jesus” or lines where you’re telling Nicki Minaj that you’re the finest b**** out, is that part of your ploy for attention?
Lil B: Yeah. Everybody loves Nicki. Everybody’s like, “Nicki’s hella fine.” And for me, it’s like, “You know what, Nicki? I’m hella fine.” You feel me? It’s like, “motherfuckers, look at ME.” I’m that fine m***********. I’m over here dressing beautiful. You feel me? M***********, I been doing this s*** since I was like 15. So it’s not even for attention. I got the best album coming out in hip-hop history. No one’s ever done what I’ve done, bro. I’ve shattered the bar system. I’ve created my own system. I’ve composed my own work. I listen to all the greats: Cormega, AZ, Raekwon. I study the greats. I know what it is, you know?
Complex: You know what a traditionally dope rapper is supposed to sound like.
Lil B: Exactly, I know what true rap is. I know what undeniable rap is. I know what the critics like. I know what it is because I’m an MC. M************ forget, I’m not a rapper. KRS-One said it: I’m an MC. An MC is for the people. An MC is everything, man. The movements, the expressions. Real, true hip-hop. You gotta know hip-hop to be one. If muthafuckas don’t know about Kool G Rap, then you’re not an MC. If m************ is not praising East Coast, you’re not rap yet. You nahmean? That might be a bold statement, but that’s my perception.
Complex: Do drugs have anything to do with your outlandish statements and behavior? One of your most recent tracks is called “Cocaine.” You openly smoke weed. You talk about acid and pills in other songs. Are you experimenting with a lot of substances these days?
Lil B: That’s for me to know. I’m not gonna tell. That’s what makes me me. That’s what makes the greats the greats. I could be f****** with anything. Someone out there can relate. Fly like a genie, you know?
Complex: So whatever you’re taking, it’s just to fuel your creative process and help people relate?
Lil B: Man, I made a thousand songs sober. It’s nothing. I got so much music that I’m in alphabetical order now, so that’s where I’m at with it. Once somebody comes to my side, n***** are gonna be scared. They gonna be really scared. Everybody gonna have to feel me. I love everybody. I love all the rappers and I wanna f*** with them. I wanna work. M************ hear me saying f*** all these rappers. M************ gonna take offense if they don’t like me. M************ don’t know I listen to everybody. You might not f*** with me but I f*** with you.
Complex: It seems like the guy who punched you in that video took offense to something. Who was that? Your homie?
Lil B: I really don’t know dude.
Complex: You don’t know him?
Lil B: Nope.
Complex: Well, what was that video of you guys doing a dance together?
Lil B: It was a dude from Berkeley. He went to Berkeley High. He wanted to do an interview so I supported him.
Complex: Do you remember him from high school?
Lil B: Dude way younger than me.
Complex: Do you feel like that was his plan the whole time or was there some tension during the interview that led to it?
Lil B: That was the plan the whole time.
Complex: Because you do such controversial things, some people wonder if it’s a publicity stunt.
Lil B: Nah, it’s no publicity stunt. My lip is f***** up, you feel me? It’s a learning experience, though. It happens to the best of them. M************ always try to hate you when you’re on the come-up, on the brink of breaking through. M************ be jealous. Jealous of how I look. Jealous of everything about me. I’m glad that s*** happened, though, because a m*********** ready now.
Complex: Watching the video, it looks like dude was asking you to “get Soulja Boy” and not doing that was what led to him hitting you. Can you explain that?
Lil B: I don’t know what led to him hitting me, but m************ was just saying, “Berkeley, we support you dumb hard. We got your back. Now call Soulja Boy and tell him about us.”
Complex: And you not doing that—
Lil B: A m*********** lost his phone. I didn’t even have your number in the phone, you feel me? I didn’t have it and the m*********** did what he was planning to do.
Complex: Maybe he felt like you weren’t helping him. Like, he was supporting you and you weren’t down to put someone from Berkeley on.
Lil B: I don’t know what he was thinking or any type of emotion he felt.
Complex: Did you say anything when he asked you to call Soulja Boy?
Lil B: Like, “Shit, I ain’t got it. Lost my phone.” M*********** being honest. I don’t even wanna give that n**** no more light. N***** can’t expect s*** from me. I don’t expect s*** from nobody.
Complex: Knowing how you were in your younger days, does any part of you feel like retaliating?
Lil B: Nah, it’s all good. I ain’t worried about dude like that. I’m gonna charge that to the game and bounce back 100. I look at all the greats. M************ hated on 2Pac and Biggie. M************ hating on Waka Flocka since he been coming up. I’m gonna bounce back and be a monster in all aspects.
Full Interview: http://www.complex.com/blogs/2010/06/09/lil-b-talks-getting-sucker-...