3 weeks ago my cousin was killed by police hear in my city. He was 17 yrs. old. A kid w/ many dreams. He loved his family, his mom was his world & Sunday morning service made his week the best it could be. He was my cousin & my best friend. Life seems so incomplete w/o him here with me. Nothing makes it better & the pain is all 2 real. A bad dream, I wish. Reality has set in. My phone doesn't ring @ odd hrs 2 take him home. No more silly txt. No more Saturday pizza dates. I feel my world is crashing down around me & I can't stop it. The tears come & go but won't stop. Not even my favorite songz can stop my hurt.

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condolences to you and your family..... i lost my best cuzzo over a year ago, just take it one day at a time honey. the pain never goes away but it hurts less with time. for me i just reflect on all the good times....
Sorry 2 hear of ur pain. Thknkin of our good times keep me smilin & laughin. And no one can take that away.
I saw this on the news. Sorry for yo lost! Atleast he is in a better place this world is cruel and full of hate. Just keep your head up and you will get yourself back together again
In a much better place.... yeah all over the news
Oh no....sit around I don't. I participate in any & everything done in remberance of Victor. Rally's, vigil's, walks marches. All of it. I'll make sure my cuz lite shines wherever I go
Thanks for ur prayers
My Condolences go out to you and your family. I'm sorry for your lose. God will help you through this if you pray about it. No matter what happens you will see him in heaven again someday. :) Don't give up stay strong.
Thank u so much... Ur words & thoughts mean alot.
sorri about ur cuz...i never really lost nobody that closed to me..and i dont wanna experience or even think about it...i dont kno wat ill do..i luv em so much..even tho my ppl alwayz fightin n arguin...i think i rather take their place n die instead....*i think..4 sum anyway...but...i think its gonna take time to get over it..u probably never get over it..u'll just accept it more and grow used to it....n try to be happi..cuz he in better place..and as long as u got memories..n remember him ..n picz n stuff..u'll alwayz have em wit u..in ur heart..n he wouldnt want u to be sad...u should still go out n do tha stuff yall used to..dont sit around n cry..but i kno thats easier said than done..
police have too much power its time for people to govern themselves
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my condolences go out to you and everyone close to you. losing someone that close to you is very tragic and i have lost a few people that meant the world to me. i can only speak from experience and say that time does help, maybe not at first but eventually you will be able to think about your cousin and smile about all the good times you had. try to stay strong and remember that he's in a better place and you will see him again one day.
aye mayn sorry 2 hear dat ftp
keep ya head up and b strong
coz he still gone b wit cha just
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